Times change, for better or worse. Right now, I don't know is where I am today is better or worse, but it is different.

In my last post, back in April, I let out everything. I gave that little post to my principle. I wanted him to see just what the students in his school could do to someone. Things changed then. I was removed from the class, and away from the students that ripped me open. Instead, I was safe.

When I graduated, I was able to give those idiots one last message. If I ever saw them, it would be too soon. Luckily, they have heeded those words.

Throughout the summer, I reflected on my high school experience, and what had happened to me. I realized that I had changed, too, for the better. I was finally happy and content, spending my days with Kit and my nights with my computer, writing.

Now I am in community college. When I applied, I assumed that people were going to be grown up, and not idiots. I stood corrected almost immediately. The stupidity and arrogance seems to run rampant until you are handed you college diploma.

I actually had a boyfriend, for 28 hours. He informed me that I was to go to his house that weekend, for the whole weekend, because his parents were out. I assume you all can see what he was implying. Now you understand why he was my boyfriend for only 28 hours.

He is now dating one of my new friends - why?!?! - and I swear to God he is stalking me! Plus, I can't catch a break with one of my teachers. I'm sorry, but this appointment is kinda important - you know, where you're really sick and you have to go to the doctor. She told me not to bother coming back. I did, she ignored me. *sigh*

I'm loosing sleep over some of the idiots here, and I'm sick of it. I'm counting the days until I'm off to a real university. Then maybe I won't have to look over my shoulder every two seconds.

Things change, at least that's what they say. But shouldn't things change, and not fall right back through the cracks a few months later?